I suffer from depression and yes, I am a walking depressive.
Dare to step up to the plate and live your life your way! Or seek ways to inject a sense of passion about your own life.
I want to have goals again.
And now, they are back, almost permanently.
Rather than meditating, try to relax and get good sleep and partake in activities you already love, such as listening to music as you doze away.
Added expenses for transportation and meals and now paying additional money to go on certain rides? And remember, if you're always in the office late, you're unlikely to have the energy to be efficient the next day.
In plain words, you just had enough of playing the dumb games in life.
At the new job for 8 months still feeling awkward about it.